stenokeys

Doing much better today. Yay! AFI has been hitting the spot lately. I like their newer albums better, though. The lead singer actually SINGS as opposed to screams in their new shit. He's got a beautiful voice and shouldn't scream anymore, cept of course when appropriate which is basically < 20 percent of the time as opposed to > 90 percent of the time. Yeah, I'm really tired and have no idea what I'm talking about. The other day at work, I met a chick who was also called "Emily the Strange" at school cause of her hair. Haha. I just thought that was so weird. She wants to get sushi sometime so hopefully I can get past my insecurities and no

i seem to have lost my personality somewhere along the way... i'm not the quirky, funny (maybe?), carefree, weird, silly chick i used to be. i think before i speak. people talk to me and i think, this is where i would say something slightly amusing (or even anything at all)... but i just can't do it. i don't feel like myself at all. it's depressing the shit out of me and makes for an extremely difficult time in the whole friend-making process. fuck, i even have a hard time talking to people over messenger! is this a sign i should start up on my meds again? mayhaps. at this point i'm so desperate i think i might. this just fucking sucks. i do

I LOVE EVERYONE!! such a wonderful feelin. i wanna dance. that is all.